自爱

                                                 后知后觉好像是我与生俱来的强项
                                                 许多事和物非得到最后才能弄清楚搞明白
                                                 好比当年那科考不及格人生科学
                                                 搞得伤痕累累后才有所醒悟

                                                  多年后的今天
                                                  经过了好些人生过程
                                                  岁月并没有因当时的阅历和体悟而有所顿悟


                                                 看完了电视的咨询节目；压力所会导致的疾病
                                                 才知道那是一个隐形的杀手
                                                 如没能妥善的处理
                                                 它将毫不犹豫提早送你走人六尺黄土下
                                                 能所愿那还好
                                                 折腾的生死不得
                                                 累人也累己才叫人揪心


                                                 看完压力的杀伤力之后
                                                虽没有如梦初醒般的惊觉
                                                还是不禁的自责为何这些年来
                                                要为一些身外物如此这般的糟蹋自己
                                                为着别人认为理所当然的交易典当自己的健康


                                                我不晓得往后会怎么均衡看待责任与自爱
                                                依旧会像以往那样飞蛾扑火
                                                还是从此云淡风轻的淡然





                                                 自负的怀疑
                                                 天赋那牛皮制的灯笼
                                                 即便用上最强LED也不见得会亮些


                                                  但也需自爱的坚持
                                                  即便光线微软
                                                  还是存有一线希望